Which One?

The feeling of being thrilled and excited at the mere sight of a certain someone stays for such a long time. It might not vanish for years until you've finally made a move.

Now that things changed, when you've made a first step into knowing that person better, the nervousness of having to go through every single day by seeing that person and being in the same environment makes it hard to bear and the concentration you've kept in good shape gets altered without a warning.Decisions are always hard to make. There are thoughts of "what ifs" and "what shoulds". Weighing out all the positive and negative outcomes that may soon arise and you can't seem to predict the next move!

Wishing that things weren't as complicated as it is, wishing that if you have done neither what you wished and what you did. The regrets wouldn't have to be as grave and unbearable accompanied by the thoughts of a possible rejection and a winning decree of the negative outcomes. Regrets will come too late for us to correct them. And we think so silly of ourselves and the mistakes we commit.

Which is a lighter thing to bear? To be honest, be hated for it and a possible rejection? Or be silent, remain as you were and keep the pace steady as it has always been? Which is a less sinful act? One of lesser degree?