Limits

Everything's falling and crumbling in my grasp...

I don't know what's happening anymore...

The more I try to preoccupy myself with studies and be serious about it,

the more I lose the people who matters to me the most...

I don't know what's going on...

Losing my boyfriend.. Losing my family time.. losing my interests..

And turning my back on who I used to be.

I thought I was doing well, I thought I was building myself a good future..

But what am I really aiming for? I can't find answers anymore.

I can't hold onto 4 different things at the same time coz I only got 2 hands...

Same as not being able to hold on to different things in life because I have my limitations too...

What should I do? I can't solve anything anymore..